Mar 17
Feeling anxious, down, scared this morning
I am dreading going to work today. It feels like I have so much going on and never enough time to do everything. I feel like I am always behind at work and never doing a good job, even though I get very positive feedback from my supervisor and peers. Yesterday I started taking Wellbutrin again (an anti-depressant). I had forgotten how jittery and anxious it makes me feel.
I am also starting to feel very nervous…even scared…about my upcoming surgery. I don’t know why it’s suddenly come on so hard.
Well, I’d better get going to work…I’m running late.
March 17th, 2008 at 5:02 pm
Hi Russell,
I am sorry that you are feeling so stressed at work and home, and especially because of your upcoming surgery. Maybe, you’ve been looking forward to the “new you”, and now you are actually realizing the reality of what all this entails such as stress, unexpected emotions, and perhaps the pain. I don’t know of course, but I am just trying to give you insight. I am here for you and if there is anything I can do to help you out let me know. I just want to support and help you through this process. If there is anything big or even small I will do my best to help.