Apr 03 2008
Hope it gets better
Just finished walking for 30 minutes, still not feeling too sharp…
This has been a very rough week, and the funny thing is, it’s not even because of the surgery or the diet at all. These feel like they are the least of my problems right now, but I won’t go into that here…
I am feeling very discouraged. I just stepped on the scale. My weight was 377.4 lbs. That’s 3 lbs over my last weigh in the day before the surgery. I haven’t eaten anything in 11 days. I do not understand how on Earth I could have possibly gained 3 pounds. I’m taking in less than 1 gram each of fat and carbs per day and less than 300 calories per day. I have to admit that today, right now, I am starting to worry that maybe this surgery was a huge mistake…
I have alot of abdominal gas and cramping; it’s very uncomfortable. The pain is not so bad. I have some pain medication that I take every 4 hours, and that really helps.
I’ve been walking at least 60 minutes per day since Tuesday.
I don’t have too much else to write today, I am feeling very defeated and distracted and just don’t feel like writing…